Sunday, February 7, 2021

"Be strong...in the grace that is in Jesus Christ."

"Be strong, not confiding in thy own sufficiency, but in the grace that is in Jesus Christ."

As I think and pray for my sister each day, I have also taken some time to read about the treatment she will be enduring to combat the cancer that is in her body.  She had no idea it was there, till she felt a little lump.  Due to the affects of Covid-19, she had to wait to get in for an appointment, did that little lump grow and change?  How long had it been there?  What will it do?  Where else could it be?  Will it respond to treatment?  How drastic will treatment be?

So many questions.  So many concerns.

We know treatment for cancer will not be fun.  We know there will be nasty side effects from these treatments.  

The team of doctors feel that Mari will respond to these treatments and the lump that is cancer will shrink or even go away.  They are hoping for less invasive procedures to remove the lump.  And we know that God is the Great Physician.  We know that He alone knows the end from the beginning and we choose to trust Him.

It is hard to watch someone prepare for the path of treatments for cancer.

Tests to endure.  

Waiting to experience.

Tears to catch.  

Fear to fight off. 

It is hard to watch someone go through the treatments for cancer. 

As I watch and prepare to help in the fight, I cannot help but think how much cancer is like sin.  We wouldn't choose to have cancer in our body.  I'd like to think we wouldn't choose to have sin in our heart.  That wasn't God's plan when He created man!  God created a world that He called "VERY GOOD" but sin entered the world by one man's choice...and affected the whole creation. 

Cancer starts off as a small problem, and when we don't know of or acknowledge its presence and realize the danger of its growth, we are at its mercy.  Thankfully through the years, medical experts have learned about cancer, how it grows, what makes it grow, and how cancer can be dealt with in the body.  Every body is different.  Every cancer is different.  Every treatment will be adapted as bodies respond differently.  We, of course, are praying for God's will that Mari's body and the cancer will respond in the quickest way to the treatment with the least harmful effects!

Sin works in much the same way.  When we do not deal with our sinful choices, we allow for other choices to be made.  We make excuses and allowances making room for satan to attack us in our weaknesses.  Pretty soon, we are down a path that leaves no consideration for thinking of how we could or should please God with our choices.   Sin always takes us farther than we want to go...and with the help of others...we can make a change in our direction...to prevent further destruction.

Cancer can be treated...but you need the help of knowledgeable people.  The medicines and treatments are strong.  There is pain and unpleasantness.  We hope and pray the cure doesn't cause lasting damage or kill.

Often there will be some warning signs that may signal there is something wrong, but we might ignore it due to busyness or ignorance.  Sometimes, we don't even know how bad the danger is till it too late to prevent some long lasting consequences and even death.

Some people have a physical cancer to fight.

Other people have a spiritual cancer to fight.

Both have a choice in whether or not to fight the cancer.  Both need help and support to fight the cancer whether it is physical or spiritual.  

No fighting....long-lasting consequences...sickness or even death.

No help and support...consequences...discouragement or devastating choices.

Help and support and tools to fight...the will to go on, healing, and restoration.

We make the choice!  

God gives the strength and healing in His time and His way.


 

Friday, December 25, 2020

The world in solemn stillness lay...

I've noticed through the years that there are pictures of Christmas morning that looks similar to this one.  Most are marked with a time that is earlier than any other day of the year...ranging from 4:00am to 6:30am.  If I have a picture of it...that means I was the one up that early!  This year is no different.  I think this was the worst night of sleep I have had in a very long time.  Not to be rude, but there was a strong, loud outside force at work...so I won't go into any more detail.  I laid there.  I surfed on my phone.  I prayed and eventually dozed for while...but finally just got up...made coffee, let the dogs out, and now we sit in the still of the early morning.  There is something so calm and peaceful sitting here in the dark.  Outside there is a light blanket of snow that fell while we slept.  The Christmas lights add a soft light.  The smell of the lit candle adds a cozy glow.
Quiet
Comfort
Joy
Peace
I think that this is exactly what God wants us to experience when He says in Psalm 46:10
"Be still and know that I am God."
The writer of the song captured the idea. "The world in solemn stillness lay..."
And that is when the angels sang...God had everyone's attention...nothing else making noise and distracting them from the most important news of the hour.
Jesus was born.
He came to die...that we might live.
God's plan.
Hope for the world.
Yet...we allow the busy, the noisy, the crazy to take away the quiet, comfort, joy, and peace. 
2020 has been a year full of things that have taken our eyes, ears, and minds off the hope that God gave us so many years ago.
I don't want to forget the truth that I am reminded of in the stillness of these early morning moments God brings to me when I sit in the quiet of our home...surrounded by the comfort only God can give. 
Everything in our world is constantly attacking and stealing the joy and peace that I have in Christ.
On this Christmas morning, I am taking time to be reminded that God's plan for me is much better!

Peace that only God can give...2020

How are you ever prepared to hear the word cancer?  We wait for tests.  We wait to hear results of tests.  And then...the result is known...it is what you hoped...prayed  it wouldn't be.  Now it is known.  

How do you help someone deal with what all that word means?  We wait for appointments.  We wait for more tests and scans.  And...we pray...and wait some more.

My sister got the diagnosis of breast cancer.

How?

Why?

What?!

I sat stunned after the news...knowing that it is not going to be an easy thing to deal with...so many questions.  Fear of the unknown and fear of the known.  Plans. 

And in the midst of it all...there is peace.  Peace in knowing that the God who loves me...loves her...has all things under His control.  He knew the results of the tests long before we did.  He has allowed this in her life for a reason...I have no idea what that is or why it is necessary.  But I do know from the past...that God is always good and He will give what is needed in the storms of life.

I will not fear.

I will trust.

I will cry with my sis.  I will laugh with her.  I will hold her hand.  I will share time in this storm.

We have talked about this hope our whole life.  We have read the words of God for ourselves and taught it to others.  We have sung about our God.  We have memorized the Scripture...and now...we draw on all that we have learned and know to be true and say we believe!

Only He can give a peace that passes all understanding in the storms of life!
 

Monday, November 23, 2020

It happened again.

We had heard it would...and prayed it wouldn't...but it did.  Our state is in shut-down mode again and fear is reigning supreme.  The damage being done to our state...our country...our churches...our schools...our families is stunning.  I am watching and hearing Christians be paralyzed by fear.  Their words...not mine.  I have seen the panicked faces.  I have endured the shut-downs and changes that affected every day life.  I have heard the threats.  I have worked when others would not.  I have had to manage the stress and extra work...again.  I have worked to keep our home a place of peace and comfort.

OUR CHILDREN...AND OTHERS THAT WE INFLUENCE...ARE WATCHING US!  And they are seeing that our actions are not matching the words that we have been sharing with them for years!  

WHAT ARE WE DOING?  

DO WE REALLY BELIEVE THAT GOD IS SOVEREIGN?  

HAVE WE TRULY YIELDED OUR LIVES TO HIM?  Or was that just what we were told to say to "Be a good Christian."?

Is this virus real?  Yes.  Is it as bad as they say?  No...the numbers do not support it.  Is it dangerous to some people?  Yes...and those people need to be careful and take steps of precaution.  BUT THEY SHOULD NOT BE MAKING DECISIONS FOR THE MAJORITY!

I live with a man who has a quarter of a lung that functions.  On a good day, he struggles to breathe.  He coughs.  He spits.  He gets winded.  An ordinary cold immediately goes to his lungs and turns into bronchitis/pneumonia in a short time.  I watched him several years ago go into full on pneumonia in four hours...high fever...and we went to the ER.

YES!  I could live each day crippled by the thoughts that tend to creep into my mind when I hear rattly breathing or extra coughing.  BUT WE HAVE CHOSEN NOT TO DO THAT!  God has allowed this in Ted's life for his whole life.  We have dealt with physical restrictions and made adjustments our whole married life...and we have lived life!  We have been through some difficult situations through the years that have brought us to our conviction...WE WILL TRUST GOD NO MATTER WHAT!  NO MATTER WHEN.  NO MATTER WHERE.  NO MATTER HOW.

We have taught our children that we will TRUST GOD and we will follow His leading for our lives.  And that is not tempting the Lord our God.  That is obedience!  Pure and simple!  Proverbs 3:5-6. God has given us peace amidst many storms of life.  We will live what we say we believe...whether we are out and about...or at home.  Our children are watching us.  Other people are watching us.  God expects us to live out the reason for the hope within us!  And fear...does not come from God!  2 Timothy 1:7
 

Wednesday, September 23, 2020

Take the time!

Use what you have!  Be creative!  Try a new recipe or idea!


Who was watching?

I saw this quote the other day and immediately I thought of all my students past and present!  This year marks my sixth year in Kindergarten.  One of my first students came by my room this morning and saw his class picture on the wall and pointed with a stunned look. "Five years ago...can you believe it?!"  He shook his head.  I love watching these kiddos grow up, but I don't get to see very many of them.  Some have moved on to other schools.  Some have moved to other cities, states, and countries.  But one thing I know for sure...they took knowledge of Jesus with them!  The same student who visited me this morning once said, "I can't get that song out of my head!"  And my reply was, "That is the point!  Hide God's Words deep in your heart and you will always know His love!"

One of my students will be moving back to Japan in November.  He is very shy, but I love watching him learn to trust me and talk to me.  He is participating in class with me.  Today, I watched him singing the songs and practicing Proverbs 3:1-6.  By the time his family leaves, we will have learned several more songs and John 1:1-6.  He will have heard truth from God's Word along with all the letters and numbers.  I am praying that those things he has learned in K5 will impact his thinking for his whole life!  And that someone will cross his path and remind him that God loves him and sent His Son to die for him.

That...that is why I teach!  So children may learn the truth at an early age and love Jesus with all their heart and soul and mind!